Very happy to announce that my brand new car has jt arrived. It's silver in color Perodua MyVi, cool right? hehehe.. I personally think that it's the cutest car amongst the local ones. The outlook is more or less like Daihatsu Sirion, if some of u're into car. The fact is perodua jt make some cosmetic make up to the Daihatsu thus it looks sweeter. My first option was actually pearly white instead of silver, bt my mom was trying to persuade me to get a silver one as it might be more durable in terms of dirtiness, valid enough though. Never mind, I think silver is cool also.
In fact I was not desperate to get a car in the first place. I ordered it as my parents encouraged me to have one and I guess it's more convenient to me especially I am working in a city where the public transpotation system is not well established. Nevertheless, after calculating the cost of gas, repairs, car insurance and etc....it can be frivolous having a car....I am worried that I might be slowly drowning in debts due to above payments. Thinking of the car payment that drains several hundreds dollars monthly frm my bank accounts make me sick...and not only that, I would have to worried about the price of gas and the rising cost of operating my car..gosh! On top of that, I am thinking...car-free lifestyle used to empower me to do more shopping.....argh...for now I have to forgoing my shopping habit, sigh!
But afterall, I love to drive especially at night. Imagine u're able to get in ur own car and drive off with romantic music playing along...hehe. :) And I wish to share the car with my loved ones especially my lovely KenKen, having him around makes me comfortable as if even the sky fall in, he will be with me. I really appreciate u dear, deep down my heart. Back to my car issue, haha.....I am pretty excited actually cus frm today onwards, I no longer have to pay the unneccesary cab fare and waiting for the public transport which indeed makes ma crazy. I would like to thank my father to sponsor some downpayments...he is great....I will work hard and study hard and I would make him proud n I would let him know that things which he's done to me is worth it, I swear.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Malaysia police sucks!
You know how much I hate malaysian police? To me, the police force shld instill professionism & not cronyism. Nowadays, wrong doers go free and police get "fat" by corruption. I really cant see the points of hiring them. They are not contributing anything to the citizens, not at all! I cant see the crime rate being reduced, instead, they are causing stupid roadblock. Their so called biggest duty and responsibilty is to issue blind summons for speeding without proof and when u're being caught, they will ask for "kopi money".
Of cos, I cant deny some of the cops r doing their job, but I would say, majority r jt slacking off. I totally have no idea y there are dozens of stupid ones wearing "uniforms of justice" while thery r not doing anything in upholding justice. Thinking about the current state of Malaysia makes me sad, no matter how my head burst with anger, I do hope Malaysia will get better although I know the hope is getting thinner each day.
Of cos, I cant deny some of the cops r doing their job, but I would say, majority r jt slacking off. I totally have no idea y there are dozens of stupid ones wearing "uniforms of justice" while thery r not doing anything in upholding justice. Thinking about the current state of Malaysia makes me sad, no matter how my head burst with anger, I do hope Malaysia will get better although I know the hope is getting thinner each day.
Friday, March 14, 2008
I am loving it~~
Just saw a toga style dress online...satin material yet, still stretchy cz of the cream lining color which d ribbon is stretchable. Guess how much?? Only RM40!!! I am dying to have it!
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Sunday, March 9, 2008
A note to myself
Dear me,
I know it had been difficult with many hardships and pain along the way. No one undestands u, u find urself unaware of where u r going n wat u r doing. Dear, no worries, things will look up, eventually. Nothing in life is forever no matter wat. If things are supposed to turn out one way, no matter what happens, who walks in or who walks out of ur life, no matter what challenges and changes may arise, if it is supposed to happen, it will. Time is the best medicine to cure ur mental wound.. believe me. Please, be happy, be smiling, no crying, u should enjoy life for what it is, and not be miserable for what it isn't. I know, I really understand u r tired of everything, please, i beg u, keep ur head up high, u have a strength within urself, to live a happy life. For I really love u, more than anybody else.
Love,
myself
I know it had been difficult with many hardships and pain along the way. No one undestands u, u find urself unaware of where u r going n wat u r doing. Dear, no worries, things will look up, eventually. Nothing in life is forever no matter wat. If things are supposed to turn out one way, no matter what happens, who walks in or who walks out of ur life, no matter what challenges and changes may arise, if it is supposed to happen, it will. Time is the best medicine to cure ur mental wound.. believe me. Please, be happy, be smiling, no crying, u should enjoy life for what it is, and not be miserable for what it isn't. I know, I really understand u r tired of everything, please, i beg u, keep ur head up high, u have a strength within urself, to live a happy life. For I really love u, more than anybody else.
Love,
myself
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Love just aint enough??
Each time listen to this oldies, I would instantly become sentimental cus the lyrics is very meaningful.
I dont wanna lose you,I dont wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I dont wanna hate youI dont wanna take you
But I dont wanna be the one to cry
That dont really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool
I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door
But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough.
In this era of dating, most people have more than one pot on the fire, sometimes people are dating for the sake of having somebody by their sides, some simply love to be in love. The other day went out with one of my good friend. She is a pretty friend of mine who really inspires me a lot, she can even brighten up my day without spending any effort, we can talk everything under the sun. She has a very steady boyfriend who loves her a lot, pampers her so much...she is another typical gal who cant live without a man, sadly to say haha....and she told me she found herself into her collegue AGAIN, and the feeling is so called "crush". OMG, I thght she was pretty contended with her bf.....and she laughed at me for being old-fashioned, being outdated. Well, i have no idea.
Few days back I attended a motivational talk organised by my company the speaker was a very famous motivational trainer -Lee Sheng Wah. He was a very interesting speaker I could say cus normally I would fall asleep when I listend to this kind of talk or watsoever. Suprisingly I was so awaked during the seminar. When he asked us to define what is love, audiences came out with various funny descriptions, of cos some are lame ones, e.g "love is L, O, V, E", pissed me off! Well, worth to mention that different people have differrent thinkings towards what is love. That's y I say it's so abstract. I had a quarrel with my dear not too long ago, he said I dunno what is true love. To him, love is willingness to be sacrified, willingness to be changed for the other party. Out of egoism, I told him I would not change for anyone, cus i am who I am. Actually in real case, without my realisation, I have been changed by him not-so-obviously.
An apple slide turns brown. Fish becomes rancid. A cut on your skin is raw and inflamed. It happens to all cells in nature. Nevertheless, love will never fade. I found myself have been addicted, it is the condition related to the heart and has nothing to do with the brain. I cant help cus i cant withraw it, anymore. It might sound ludicrous to many people, simply becos I am so in love with a guy whom I hadly meet. It's a phenomenon when u're in love, it's called blind. Ever came acrossed an article whereby the resercher have concluded that The look of love is, indeed, all in the eyes. I found he is so attractive to me, I love the way he gazes at my face and tell me how beautiful I am. I enjoyed sitting by the phone, waiting for his call. I am indulged in his voice, he sings so well. I really appreciate what he's been done to me no matter it's penny little thingy or watsoever. I wonder why he is so insecure to himself, cus to me he is almost perfect regardless he is so ridiculous from time to time.
Sometimes, love just aint enough, I tend to learn that if you really into somebody, u have to let him/her know how much you love him/her. Even though sometimes I am pretty certain that he has been to me, I was forced to concede he wasnt bcos he was not doing what I was anticipating...
To me, true love always prevails. If you're in the right relationship, you will know it and it wont be based on whether ppl are supporting it.
I dont wanna lose you,I dont wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I dont wanna hate youI dont wanna take you
But I dont wanna be the one to cry
That dont really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool
I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door
But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough.
In this era of dating, most people have more than one pot on the fire, sometimes people are dating for the sake of having somebody by their sides, some simply love to be in love. The other day went out with one of my good friend. She is a pretty friend of mine who really inspires me a lot, she can even brighten up my day without spending any effort, we can talk everything under the sun. She has a very steady boyfriend who loves her a lot, pampers her so much...she is another typical gal who cant live without a man, sadly to say haha....and she told me she found herself into her collegue AGAIN, and the feeling is so called "crush". OMG, I thght she was pretty contended with her bf.....and she laughed at me for being old-fashioned, being outdated. Well, i have no idea.
Few days back I attended a motivational talk organised by my company the speaker was a very famous motivational trainer -Lee Sheng Wah. He was a very interesting speaker I could say cus normally I would fall asleep when I listend to this kind of talk or watsoever. Suprisingly I was so awaked during the seminar. When he asked us to define what is love, audiences came out with various funny descriptions, of cos some are lame ones, e.g "love is L, O, V, E", pissed me off! Well, worth to mention that different people have differrent thinkings towards what is love. That's y I say it's so abstract. I had a quarrel with my dear not too long ago, he said I dunno what is true love. To him, love is willingness to be sacrified, willingness to be changed for the other party. Out of egoism, I told him I would not change for anyone, cus i am who I am. Actually in real case, without my realisation, I have been changed by him not-so-obviously.
An apple slide turns brown. Fish becomes rancid. A cut on your skin is raw and inflamed. It happens to all cells in nature. Nevertheless, love will never fade. I found myself have been addicted, it is the condition related to the heart and has nothing to do with the brain. I cant help cus i cant withraw it, anymore. It might sound ludicrous to many people, simply becos I am so in love with a guy whom I hadly meet. It's a phenomenon when u're in love, it's called blind. Ever came acrossed an article whereby the resercher have concluded that The look of love is, indeed, all in the eyes. I found he is so attractive to me, I love the way he gazes at my face and tell me how beautiful I am. I enjoyed sitting by the phone, waiting for his call. I am indulged in his voice, he sings so well. I really appreciate what he's been done to me no matter it's penny little thingy or watsoever. I wonder why he is so insecure to himself, cus to me he is almost perfect regardless he is so ridiculous from time to time.
Sometimes, love just aint enough, I tend to learn that if you really into somebody, u have to let him/her know how much you love him/her. Even though sometimes I am pretty certain that he has been to me, I was forced to concede he wasnt bcos he was not doing what I was anticipating...
To me, true love always prevails. If you're in the right relationship, you will know it and it wont be based on whether ppl are supporting it.
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